changes....on the inside.

We went away for part of the weekend. We did not go very far - about 40 minutes away from Saskatoon. But where we were had no cell service. I was uneasy the entire time. Always wondering about Dad, on edge and worrying about Mom...how things are with them, is everything okay. It was difficult to relax, if not impossible.

We were listening to some music being played by a local band and my husband leaned over to me and asked if I was relaxing yet? He knew I was uptight and anxious, but he was hopeful I would let my shoulders down and little....just a little. We did have some quiet time around a blazing fire and I did relax during that time, chatting with some friends we had not seen in over 30 years!!
Wow.

It was good to get home, hear Mom's voice and talk with her. I slept solid on Sunday night!

It was also comforting to go to their place at noon today and see Dad come slowly around the corner.....he's so tired, so thin....but he makes the effort cause his girl is their to share lunch with them. That's my Dad.