so, it's like three in the morning....and I can't sleep.
I floated about in the internet , doing some searching and trying to inform myself on a few things.
but...the brain is a little fuzzy and my heart is worried.
An illness keeps me awake, it's not mine.
My concerns, my worries, my head trying to think things through trying to make sense of something I have no control over, whatsoever....but, I keep trying to put into some kind of assembly so I can sleep and let this 'mind-wandering' go.
In truth, I am not one to sit up nights and "stew" about things. I generally hit the pillow and am out for the night, not even getting up to go to the bathroom....and at my age ,,...I believe that to be "sumpthin'. But, apparently, I cannot control my head once it starts to spin and whirl looking for answers, but only coming up with more questions!
I shall poke about the internet some more and then trust that when my head returns to it's original position on my pillow, I will be content enough to enter dreamland once again. The melodious sound of hubby's rumblings (snoring) should put me either back into R.E.M. sleep or put me back in front of the computer.....
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